Feel kinda bad cause I missed Scott's gala 50th birthday bash... Was a total bummer and I don't really wanna talk about the details except to say that I'm VERY UPSET. Not only about the party but about the reason why. It's not the kind of thing I can discuss here and I only mention it because, well... I don't even know why I'm mentioning it. I just feel bad about it, is that so wrong?